To anyone who was hopeful that I would post earlier about my
summer, I am so sorry. I ended up getting to DeSoto and realizing not only
would my StinkPad not connect to any wifi in Mentone, Alabama, but I also had
no cell service, something that was hard at first but caused me to be so much
more present with my girls. I hands down had the best summer job. EVER. I got
to love on 600 girls all summer, teaching them Ropes officially as head of
Ropes staff, but answering wonderful and hilarious life questions, having hard
conversations, spontaneous cabin dance parties, going on trips, and talking
about Jesus. I was so blessed by my girls and the staff I got the chance to
work with. There are some beautiful Jesus lovin’ women out there, and if any of
my guy friends want a hook up, I am telling you these girls are GEMS! We got to
have a circus at camp, celebrate 4th of July (twice for counselors),
put on Christmas in July, have concerts in our cabin, and do so much more. The verse "Be on guard. Stand firm in the faith. Be courageous. Be strong. And do EVERYTHING with LOVE" in 2 Corinthians 13-14 was a constant encouragement and reminder to me of how to act each and every day. We
were loved on as a staff and that made it even easier to do our jobs better and
love our girls.
Just doin' our thang welcoming girls to camp opening night |
Throughout the summer, I learned so much about myself and
have so much more respect for mothers, more than I already had. Officially I
only taught 4 class periods worth of activities each day, but I was still “on”
from 7:00 am until 10:30 pm minimum. Don’t hear that as a complaint though- I
truly enjoyed every minute of it!! It is my personal opinion that everyone should do something like that at least once in your life- the amount of times I was called out for funny things by my girls or told in different ways how loved I was by them, was amazing. Towards the end of the two months I started
feeling exhaustion kick in though. I am not kidding, I have never been more
exhausted in my entire life, but it was the most rewarding thing. I had been
relying on Jesus throughout the summer and already feeling the blessings from
that, but to see Him show up when I truly needed Him, was breathtaking and
humbling. I remember one morning not even being able to understand what anyone
was saying to me until after staff meeting, (circa 9:00 am… we had been up for
2 hours), and not feeling certain I could even walk to the ropes course. I have
never felt Philippians 4:13 more
vividly in my life because He showed up. Every time. Without fail. And He loved
me and enabled me to love others despite my so evident weakness. I was blessed
by encouragement from friends and family by way of letters, packages, phone
calls, and sweet and thoughtful texts, so to all who took the time do that,
thank you so, so much! You truly don’t know how much it meant to me!
Post camp I got to spend some time with the loved ones! We
finally had our family donut eating contest we had been talking about all
summer. I was predicated to get 5th or 6th (out of 6) and
for all you doubters, I got 2nd by eating 8 ½ hot now Krispy Kreme
donuts. We made a few trips to the lake, hung out with cousins, and just spent
time together, something that is becoming increasingly harder to do as everyone
gets more independent and on their own schedule. My second sister left for
college already and that’s a little crazy, but she is going to the college of
her dreams and we are all so excited and proud! I also got to make a quick trip
up to Boston in what would turn out to be a calamity of errors in the best way
possible. I was so, so sick but had THE BEST time. I have been so blessed to
get to experience firsthand what it feels like to be pursued by a Godly man, a
man who loves Jesus and pursues Him daily. So time with him and his family was
wonderful, encouraging, reaffirming, and they loved me well despite my pitiful
condition.
So despite some failing health throughout the summer, I am
on to my next adventure in life- studying abroad in France! When I say I have
been dreaming about this since I was in 5th grade, I wouldn’t even
be lying a little bit. As internet permits, I will try to keep this more
updated on life across the pond. We are currently staying in a hotel without wifi so the McDonald's cafe is our new favorite place, not to eat though of course! Hoping to make this more like a Cape Town thing
where y’all get the once a week updates but we will see! My biggest prayer for
myself is that my relationship with the Lord would grow over here, not remain
the same, so if y’all wouldn’t mind helping me pray for that, that would be
awesome! I hope this finds each of you well and that you are encouraged by
something in this. Lots of love all the way from France!
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